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    Friday, November 6 , Face down @ 10:31 PM




    Feel the heart beat.
    "You're the melody I'm searching for."

    Lessons as usual. Tedious as always ~ Mrs cheng is fucking irritating I'm telling ya._. Argh ! Bitch. During break time, didn't went out. Being a decent girl, teacher instructed us to stay in school during break time. Yeaps, I did kays:D Haha. Praise, anyone ? Haha. Anyways, I eat like glutton again. Even my cliques can't believe how the way I ate, haha ! Ate 3cups of cereal, 3 baos' & 1bite of some yoghurt shit la._. Disgusting, & I spew consecutive 2times in a row back home spew another time._. Thanks to those who really cared for me, I'll take the inititiative to take good care of myself ya. This my promise(: Blahs, after school. Many poisonous happenings which I don't which to mention out here. I think I sprain my wrist because of Georgina Loh Kar Ni ! Nabei, please la. Don't do foolish things next time can anot ? You think by crying & doing all these fucking shit stuff will solve everything meh ? Still will come back ma ! Please la, think twice before doing all this shit stuff kay ? Get it ? Ya, & my right knuckles haven't get to recover this now because of this BITCH. Totally not worth it ! By gones are by gones, I don't wish talk about those filthy past already. Dirty everything._. Whatever shit. Alrights, today pei mommy & daddy watch "THE UNBELIEVEABLE" the horror documentary whiched I mention recently. Goodness me ! Ghost really does exist, scared the freak hella of me alrights)): Goosebumps !
    BABY ! When can go out ?! Wah lao)):

    I'm contented just by having your presence beside me.
    I need you. Tears rolling down my cheeks when you left.
    I struggled to find words that described how I felt.
    Instead of words getting tangled in my throat,
    I found it hard to find words that expressed how much I love you.
    I'm trying to evaporate the hurl within me with you ard.
    If I die tonight, will you still love me ?
    Please, turn back & look at me once more. Will you ?

    That rage helped me forgive myself for having been so timid up till then.
    I welcomed it, and yet I was afraid of it:
    that pure wrath, that building anger & hatred.
    I was terrified of the volcano nearing eruption from deep inside me.
    I knew that if I ever allowed that volcano to erupt,
    If I ever let go, it would injurious: really bad.
    A part of me wanted some sort of divine intervention,
    yet another part of me wanted confirmation
    that my decision to take my life was the right one.
    Please, dont hurt me with those ordeal ghost history.