It requires work & compromise to maintain a good relationship.

Dear babies,

HAHA. Look at the time right now ? Isn't it early for me to wake up in the wee hours of the morning ? :] Narh. I have yet to take my comfy sleeps due to my iTunes stuffs. I've got to re-download it back like 400 songs ? Come on, if I never delete those old songs, I've got 800 + songs to re-download. Alrights, later gonna meet those babies. & they're having their O level chinese. I wish you best of luck k babies ? :] Jiayou! You guys can do it, overcome the fear within you! Whee. Basically, I'm still having some troubles with my iTunes. I guess I won't be sleeping after all. Right, I'm torturing myself. Nevermind ! :D Blah. Nights babies!

Took pictures in the bus :D

Dear babies,

A day out with my brother Zhirong. Met him at Marine Parade library, gotten some books & I've got an outstanding fine. What the hell! Neither do I have cash in my ez-link nor do I have Nets. But I was lucky, Zhirong helped me got it paid. Suppose, Kimsia was coming to find us but he couldn't make it. Went to Parkway for shopping, at first we didn't know where to eat. Final decision, went to basement foodcourt, Whoo!~ Pampered again, Zhirong treat me eat pepper lunch. Sumptuous I swear! :D Heh heh! Thanks Zhirong bro :D Lepak, talked about some privacy stuffs. Then Ian said he wanted to come over to look for us. Manage to spend a little time together :] Thanks guys for keeping me accompanied today :D I love you guys ♥

The sheer sense of emptiness and wonderment was overpowering.

I struggled to find words that described how I felt.

I had outgrown mu stuttering. Instead words getting tangled in my throat,

I found it hard to find words that expressed the agony, the infuriation.

It's concrete walls held all the emotions, fears & tears.

I wanted the agony within me to evaporate and mostly,

I wanted the ghosts of my past to leave me alone.

You wanted me leave you alone, I will..

I will eventually made you fade into my memories.

I'm fatigue .. ):

I HAVE ALL THESE AWESOME BUNCH OF FRIENDS :D

They pampered me like no other friends would.
They treated my like a precious gem, like a small baby sister.
They were always there for me without fail.
They were always putting up wide smiles on my face.
They encourage me no matter what I do.
They accepted my personalities no matter how obnoxious, how fercious I am & how abhorrent I can be.
They put up with my attitude, my agony, my frustration,
they just kept in silence.
They would definitely not give me a unruly attitude or discourage scolding,
not because I'm fercious, because they care for my feelings.
They always go in my way, NEVER in their way.
When they are feeling dejected, they'd still make my day bright & shine.

Guys, are you able to get these kinda friends ? Are you ? HAHA.
I swear I love them so much, I'm always rushing for time even though it's early in the yawn of the morning just to see them.
When I'm all alone at home, I would miss them & think of them ( Of cause, Mr. Hubby Yeo too! )
Sighs. I'm petrified of the day when I have to lose you these bunch of precious gems & getting all drifted apart because we have our own life. I swear I won't forget you guys, will guys forget about me ? Can someone just tell me what I should do ? ... ):

My love, I don't know why I'm missing you right now. Something is affecting me, but I'm not sure about this. I wish to give you either a call or a text but.. I feel rather a bothersome to you & I know you're busy at this point of time but if you were with me when I need you now, I know you could guide me along. Sighs. I'm really very famished right now, cause I only had 1meal, I'm drain out of energy right now but I'm just not in a right state of mind to fill something into my stomach. Anyway, I'm feeling fatigue, shag & lethargic. Sleeping is only the best to keep me occupied. Good night, my love.

Now, I know the feeling of being abandoned.
Just when I needed you, you weren't by my side.
How I wished you were here & guide me along.
Your existence is important to me.
I miss you, I need you severely
... ):

Dear babies,

Gawd! Life is TEDIOUS! I swear. Alrights, life is kinda weird & scary thing. You have the urge of finishing your exams & enjoy, am I right ? But when exams are over, you don't even know where to go. When you get back home, you rot, computer: Nothing else to do, check out facebook, blog & movies. When you wanna shop, you feel lazy & it's always the same old place. Lepak, totally no life lah! -.-' When teacher is in class, sleep in class & said it's boring. When a relieve teachers over your class, you feel bored all over & you want lessons. When the weather is warm to the excess, we said it's really hot lah! When the weather it's cold & raining, you dislike raining. What humans want ? HAHA. Life is weird isn't it ? :D & my son Kimsia is at Phuket, I doubt his even enjoying himself. Poor son. I hope you're alright there! :D Have fun k! Whee. Today, my good brotherrr, Ian Goh! Accompanied walked to eunos cresent, lepak awhile. Had heart-to-heart talks :] & one thing that I'm curious about is, why my family friends have been treating my like a precious gem! Now.. I got it! :D HAHA. Thank you guys! I love you guys lah! :D HAHA.

Hey, Mr. Hubby Yeo. I miss you!

I'm a very joyous little girl.
Please don't interrupt my parents, my hubby, my friends & my life :D

Dear babies,

Sorry babies for not updating, due to my laze I don't wanna update. But now, just update okay. Whoo. I've been sleeping early these few days. & yet, I'm feeling so fatigue & lethargic. One meal a day now, lack of energy. Won't die lah! HAHA. I wanna thank my daddy & mommy, & my family friends, Trenna, Nigel, Zhirong, Kimsia & Ian for giving me the care & concern & they have been pampering me all along totally like a small sister. & I'm too spoilt now -.-' HAHA! After I had a separation with Mr. Hubby Yeo for a meantime, you guys have been giving in way to me. And my brother, Zhirong actually told Kimsia to take good care of me. My heart was like in my mouth, I'm so honoured to have you as my brother ): True friends, true brother. Thank you Zhirong! :D You guys didn't gave me such unruly attitude towards me, didn't give me a discourage scolding, you guys always go in my way but never your way. You guys never utter a word when I was in a really gloomy mood, when I scolded you guys whether be it misunderstanding or other precise reasons, you little silly ones just accepted it & kept quiet. Didn't dare to talk to me, because you guys know that once you started talking to me, I'll just erupt. Instead, try means & ways to make me laugh my head off! :D You bunch are so unlike other friends, I consider myself very VERY lucky to met you guys! Thank god :D Thank you very much! Those gratitude towards you guys, I can never thank in a million. I love you guys ♥
And Mr. Hubby Yeo, thanks for pampering me the same. Although we're on separation right now, we're communicating lesser & lesser, everything that is less. But, you still never fail to protect me & gave me such love before. Thank you Mr. Hubby Yeo! I love you. By the way, you spoilt your wife too much also. HAHA. But I love it! YAY ♥

I miss you love. Do you miss me as much as you do ?

My love, Happy 2years 4months ♥

When I said I love you, I mean it. I vow in front of you & god..
Yes. Today is our 2years 4months together even though we're on separation right now. HAHA! Basically, due to Mr. Hubby Yeo's busy schedule we celebrated on the 15th May. Perhaps it's meaningless for you guys. But as long as you get to commemorate your anniversary, I'm sure you're contented, right ? :] HAHA.
Hey Mr. Hubby Yeo! :D Thanks for composing new memories every month for me. Though I may be selfish & did wrong doings towards you, forgive me. I hope you understand. I love you.

"Love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench"
when there is plenty of room at both ends.

"To live life to its fullest is to know how to really love someone even if it means having a heart broken or an unsuccessful love."

Dear babies,

I swear I had a blossom Saturday today :] Oh god. Know why ? Cause I went on a date with Mr. Hubby Yeo! :D Whee. HAHAHA. Subsequently, spent 2hours of my time at the market helping out mommy. She misses me alot & she cares for me too! Asking me whether I got eat anot ? Got intake my medication ? How am I ? Wah. See how great my future mother-in-law is :D Wuahaha. *Think so far ahead. Okay, whatever. Mr. Hubby Yeo said my dressing today was totally at horrid. So he planning to get me a shorts. Got his hair cut, I swear he looks so cute :D Yea, so trained down to city hall. Wanted to go cotton on to get my shorts, but ended up at Raffles place, Mr. Hubby Yeo was so lucky cause his favourite shop, TOPMAN! :D Got himself 2jeans, 1belt & a membership card :] Yea, so walked around. My love really pampers me alot, keep asking me what I wanna get. But I refused, cause when I see him forking out money just to get me what I want it really pains me. I just needed him, I'm contented with life. In the past, I used to be demanding. Now, I feel the agony when he gets me even something simple. But he got me 2shorts & slippers. Pretty nice, we had so much plans in mind but there wasn't enough sufficient time. I know it's killing him to get the BATA shoes, but don't have his colour & size ): Searching something nice to fill our stomach, don't know whats nice. But laksa caught our attention, simple & sumptuous but not enough side dishes & it's $4.50 by the way. Laughs. Went carrefour cause wanted to eat sushi & then Love got me ROYCE CHOCOLATE! MY FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE! :D THANK YOU! & chocolate ice-blend. I swear it's been decades since I've ever touch sweet stuffs okay. So sat outside & ate. So romantic lah~ Walked down to bugis, love wanted the shoes so much. But couldn't manage to find BATA shop ): Night is getting late already, bused back home. I can't bear to leave him, but to be positive, there'll always be another chance. Next month, it's our 2years 5months. I'm looking forward to it. I'll always love you, my love

Felt taking a bus ride home is rather short.
Can't explain how much thoughts ran through my mind..
In the past, why did things turn out to be so sullen ?
You trusted me, you were positive.
But, was I oversensitive ? Was I overprotective of you ?
Was I the one who caused this relationship to be disastrous ?
If I wasn't selfish, wouldn't things be better ?
I'm wondering & I'm wondering.
But there's advantage when we were separated,
cause I know & I know I've cultivated a lot because of you.
When I say I love you, I mean it. From the bottom of my heart,
I vow to you & god. I don't know why, I love you more then myself.
I'm willing to sacrifice everything just for one & only you.
I can't live my life without you.. My life is just a lifeline going ups & downs,
Once it turns just a horizontal line, I might meet you elsewhere.
So I've got to live my life for you. I love you, my love. I really do..

Dear babies,

Feeling fatigue. Kinda laze to update in the night, so shall update it now. Met this little precious daughter of mine this morning ♥ Before that, waiting for Kimsia to finish his exams. So met up with Ian Goh :] Lepak awhile. Finish their exams, Kimsia, Trenna, Qingting & Rayner came out of school. Went kopitiam, something unpleasant crop up, Kimsia refused to speak. Got pissed off, then I came to know what he told Ian. Damn it! -.-' Whatever crap! Surprisingly, Hermun came up lepak with us awhile cause he was waiting for Kaisiang to finish his exams. Conversation crap down. Head back to kopitiam & have a bite. Afterwhich, went back home :D Whoo.

OHMYGOD! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MR. HUBBY YEO TOMORROW AT 12NOON! :D
WHEE! SO ELATED :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HEH HEH! ♥

Dear babies,

Went to Aljunied Cresent Mac's to study :] Waited for 3 douche bag to come, Nigel Ngiam, Ian Goh & Goh Kimsia. Slow lahhhhhhhh :D Laughs. Ian & Kimsia was trying to access the Internet, it was damn slow. Ian got pissed off, but Kimsia manage to have his friend's internet access. Those 2 ass didn't even study. Only me & Nigel. Damn lah ._. & it was far way kinda buzzy, but still, manage to study abit. Camwhore alone & pictures with douche bags. Heh heh! Natcha called me, said she wanted to come over my house to study. So left Mac's kinda early, the boys went home too! So studied at home with Natcha :D

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