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    Sunday, February 28 , Face down @ 6:56 PM









    他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
    地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
    整座城市一直等着我
    有一段感情还在漂泊

    对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
    我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
    若那一刻重来 我不哭
    让他知道我可以很好

    我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
    我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
    曾为他 相信明天就是未来
    情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

    我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
    我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
    我和他 不再属于这个地方
    最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

    如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
    伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
    曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
    如今各自在人海流浪

    我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
    我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
    逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
    越深的依赖 越多的空白
    该怎么去爱
    我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
    我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
    曾为他 相信明天就是未来
    情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

    我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
    我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
    我和他 不再属于这个地方
    最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

    如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
    伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
    我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
    若那一刻重来 我不哭
    让他知道我可以很好



    His frivolous stay in the carriage,
    the winds in the subway also has focus on more than the memories,
    the whole city has been waiting for me. There is still a feeling drifting.
    My only regret was the day we broke up, my bursting tears could not stop
    If that moment happens again, I will not cry.
    I will let him know I can be fine as well.
    I love him the most vigorous and craziest.. My dream relentlessly broken, but I will not forget.
    I offered him that tomorrow is the future.
    No matter how bad the circumstances are, I won't cry.
    I love him that he stumbled into despair.
    My heart is deeply hurt, but I will not forget.
    He & I no longer belong to this place, initially the ultimate absurdity of heaven.
    If there are still regrets what will happen, the pain of having acquired the good will do.
    We have to rely on each others shoulders. Now in their respective sea wandering.
    We can't escape, the deeper the love, the more we get hurt.
    How should I love?

    I've been waking up late recently, thats bad. Morning, went to meet hubby. At the market for the whole afternoon & the blistering sun can really kill me man. So goddamn hot la! & my face has been apearing much freckles already..): shag. I just wish hubby can have more time with me, ate ice-cream. Create our own banana split, coke & fruits ice-cream. I simply love it:D Thanks hubby for the idea. Whee~ Intend to have a hair cut, at the end, nope._. Neverminds. Perhaps tmrw or smth, tuesday having geography common test. Like what the fuck la! Fatigue of studying this, studying that. Suck la!..):






    Saturday, February 27 , Face down @ 10:22 PM







    倒数,

    怎么我会说太晚了你不用送
    其实我想说可不可以不要走
    唱一段歌 歌尾奏已经结束
    突然我们都沉默 你不敢看我
    讨厌这样我们都有话藏著不说
    你总是那麽处处在意我
    越害怕伤害我 我感觉越难受
    你不懂 我没你想象脆弱
    热情结束以后 冷静开始以后
    时间开始怂恿 劝深爱的人放弃
    我不想倒数 还能爱多久
    不爱我请离开我
    勇敢祝福以前 找到幸福以前
    我会耐心等候 并重新适应寂寞
    开始倒数 开始忘记
    知道你的爱 你确定不是我

    下一个周末会不会就各自过
    渐渐少联络这样算不算分手
    我会想念你亲吻你拥抱
    但我不想欺骗我 真实的感受
    讨厌这样爱变质后谁都不认得
    情人终究不一定变朋友
    越相互关心著 越加速疏远了
    别触碰 我在深藏的笑容
    热情结束以后 冷静开始以后
    时间开始怂恿 劝深爱的人放弃
    我不想倒数 还能爱多久
    爱我请离开我
    勇敢祝福以前 找到幸福以前
    我会耐心等候 并重新适应寂寞
    开始倒数 开始忘记
    值得你的爱 你确定不是我
    是不是从前我们太懒惰
    让任性妄想反方向移动 直到看不清楚
    说出那一句谢谢你
    眼泪突然夺眶而出 快要不能自己
    难 很困难 再这样说的多快乐
    热情结束以后 冷静开始以后
    时间开始怂恿 劝深爱的人放弃
    我不想倒数 还能爱多久
    不爱我请离开我
    勇敢祝福以前 找到幸福以前
    我会耐心等候 并重新适应寂寞
    开始倒数 开始忘记 我们都爱过
    热情结束以后 冷静开始以后
    时间开始怂恿 劝深爱的人放弃
    我不想倒数 还能爱多久
    不爱我请离开我
    勇敢祝福以前 找到幸福以前
    我会耐心等候 并重新适应寂寞
    开始倒数 开始忘记
    值得你的爱 你确定不是我
    选择了艰难的路走
    我相信这样是对的

    每当对方掉一次眼泪, 或是每当对方说一次我爱你的时候
    那个时候, 他所做过我的一切事情可以当做没发生过..
    我不知道什么时候 我会醒来 可能我现在没醒来过
    只是我现在还在梦里觉得我是醒者的 觉得我可以放下..

    当爱情, 不再纯粹
    倒数及时, 不如结束..






    Friday, February 26 , Face down @ 9:09 PM




    Jolene Genevieve Chu Yue Ning

    Know this little silly girl! She's my one & only girl that I love. No one is gonna replace her. I love you baby!

    Baby, the moment I saw you shedding tears for me. I felt totally broke down, it tells me how important I am to you. Baby, you must note that I'm not out of sympathy that I'm saying this right now. But the fact, I love you too baby. I need you in my life too.. It may seemed exaggerating, but I don't care what others think about us. Even though we have been together for like 1year+ I know I can't compare Yvonne & you, 8years of sisterhood. & I know you have another person in your life, I can understand. No matter how much time I have with you baby, I'd still cherish it till the very end. Recalling those fragile little love, what worries we had we consoled one another, laugh together, piggy-ing back you, doing those silly stuffs together, swimming at tampines safra, friendship band etc. Within a year plus, we pile up many precious memories together. You must note that I love you k baby? Anyway baby, I'm sorry for making you cry that much. I promise I'll never leave you alone anymore, I don't wish to lose you okay baby? No one is gonna replace Jolene Genevieve Chu Yue Ning, this baby in my heart. Sh's my one & only, I won't let anyone hurt her. I love you baby

    *P/s: She is my baby, but my beloved one & only "girl" friend(:








    Thursday, February 25 , Face down @ 8:11 PM




    Hello babies:D I'm so sorry for not updating for such a long time. Lately, I've been preparing for common test. & recently, things happen to me. Really very unexpected..): Neverminds. Let the bygones be bygones okays, what's over is over. Whoo~ I'm on a really serious diet! Steam fish, steam chicken, steam vegetables. Daddy & mommy has been nagging & nagging about me on proper diet. Alrights! Just let me aim what I want okays?(: Hehe. I wna thank my cliques who has been there for me:D & Lastly, baobao! I love you so much. You understood me from the past, no words can describe about you le la:D I love you & I love you. Alrights, hopefully tmrw & tmrws will be a better day!:D Tralala.






    Tuesday, February 16 , Face down @ 9:33 PM





    Looking back, only time is capable of realising how great love is..

    I'm sssssssooooooo goddamn it overjoyed today! You know why? Cause I went out to have a jollity time with my hubby:D Hehe. Yeaps, slacked at his house today & this is the first time I iron hubby's clothes la, HAHA! Got red packets from his sisters, even though it's not much, but I'd still appreciate it. Thank you(: Trained down to somerset, cineleisure for a movie, "True Legend" recommended, I actually like it very much. Fickle minded, both of us could not made our minds up whats for our dinner. Especially me, choosy in terms of food. Okay, Pasta Mania! I never regret, sumptuous la!:D Had a great time, staring at each other! While eating, keep disturbing me what what, "MANNER ETIQUETTE" uh! Damn.. feel like giving him one BANG BANG YOU KNOW! HAHA. Whoot. Then... Argh! Something joyless happened, I don't wish to bring up the topic anymore. Just trust! Fuck it. Overall, thanks hubby for everything(:


    Pictures, Enjoy 'em k:D












    Monday, February 15 , Face down @ 6:24 PM




    Hey babies, sorry for not updating. Chinese new year is like goddamn tedious for me la, relatives are all in malaysia. God. Neverminds, been to kimsia's house & Natcha. Next will be tongshan baby:D Like obviously I can't wait, still got my ahma:D Whee. I'm feeling so famished right now la!


    Overdue photos:











    Wednesday, February 10 , Face down @ 7:51 PM




    Dui diao bo sala. You heard that before?
    So what if you're brave enough to touch me?
    Go on, no one is gonna stop you. The consequences you bear.
    I know who the fuck you are. I feel unabashed for your child man.
    Figment one day your child does that in the public.
    Do you feel humiliating as a mother for not disciplining your child?
    I think you're just big enough to think. I know it may sounds childish,
    but this I won't let go. I want a explanation what you did that! Bitch.






    Saturday, February 6 , Face down @ 10:10 PM





    Jigoku Dayu.
    I urge for an tattoo now!

    Found this tattoo, is like goddamn nice & meaningful la.
    From "the memoirs of a gangster's daughter" Nice right?:D Wah.






    Thursday, February 4 , Face down @ 8:33 PM





    Morning, supposingly wake up about 5:00am, ended up waking up about 5:50am. Because I was suppose to boil vegetable for my break time. Nevermind about that. Some motherfucking guys really pissed the fucking hella of me today. Fucking don't wish to talk about it already, like what the fuck la. During assembly, something really made me laugh hard! LOL. Overall, school was tedious. I totally cannot express how the weather was like today, but all I know is goddamn it boiling hot la. English test, I was mad fatigue until I slept after doing the test. & realised that I was like perspiring. Laughs. Haha, ate 6bread + unagi set + tuna sushi + fried rice! Sumptuous. But it was totally a waste la..): Purge it out. Sighs, I need sleeps. But no, I wanna read "memoirs of a gangster's daughter" totally enchanting! Guess what? I'm famish right now.



    Aren't this ladies look angelic? I wanna be like one of them..

    Here's the story, it explains it all:

    Bulimia

    Magali Amadei has appeared on the covers of fashion magazines. She's been on TV commercials, billboards and even in movies! With all that success, you'd think that she would have tons of confidence. But for many years, Magali suffered from an eating disorder called bulimia.

    When she was in junior high, Magali's older brother was in a very bad motorcycle accident. Her parents were at the hospital all the time and Magali was scared. That's when she first turned to food. She would binge, eating huge amounts of food instead of talking to someone about what was going on. She tried to stuff her feelings down with bread, cookies, ice cream -- anything she could get her hands on. Afterwards, she would purge, getting rid of the food by forcing herself to throw up or take laxatives.

    A few years later, Magali became a model. She was jet-setting around the world for big modeling jobs, but she was still the same scared girl with an eating disorder. Depressed, lonely, and overwhelmed by the pressures of the fashion industry, she used food as a way to deal. Even though Magali's life looked glamorous from the outside, inside she was a physical and emotional mess. The vomiting and laxative abuse made Magali very sick. Her throat was constantly sore, she always had dark circles under her eyes, and one day her eating disorder finally caught up with her.

    She was on a photo shoot when she started feeling dizzy. Her heart was pounding a mile a minute. She passed out on the floor of the bathroom, convinced that she was going to die. Fortunately, Magali survived, and she was able to reach out for the help she needed. After years of trying to handle her problems by herself, she realized that she just couldn't fix this one on her own.

    Anorexia

    Jessica is one of the smartest kids in the sixth grade. When she's not studying, she's kicking butt on the basketball court or coming up with cool ideas at student council meetings. She totally loses it if she gets less than an A on a test, and all of her friends are convinced that she'll be the first woman President.

    One day at a family reunion, one of Jessica's aunts grabs her cheeks and says something about "baby fat." Jessica knows that her aunt is just teasing, but that comment sticks with her. She decides to go on a diet. At first she cuts back on sweets and starts using her dad's treadmill after school. The pounds start coming off and people notice. They ask her if she's on a diet and sometimes they even tell her that she looks great! Pretty soon, Jessica is weighing herself every morning and every night. She eats less and less, records every calorie and fat gram in her diet journal, and even hangs pictures of models on her wall for inspiration.

    But Jessica is also starting to feel annoyed and grouchy all the time. She turns down party invitations because she doesn't want to be tempted by fatty snack food. She snaps at her pals when they ask her what's wrong. She feels dizzy and cold and she can't concentrate on anything but her diet and exercise. Even though the numbers say she's lost weight, Jessica doesn't see it when she looks in the mirror. All she can see is that baby fat.

    Jessica has anorexia nervosa, usually just called "anorexia." People with anorexia starve themselves. Just like in Magali's case, Jessica's eating disorder really isn't about food at all. There are lots of other feelings and behaviors at the heart of these illnesses. Jessica tries hard to be the best at everything. She doesn't know how to handle criticism or teasing. Her aunt probably had no idea that her comment made Jessica feel like a big failure. Instead of confronting her aunt or talking to her parents about the situation, Jessica takes it all on herself. She thinks that a diet is a way to take control of the situation, but before long the situation has taken control of her.







    Tuesday, February 2 , Face down @ 10:19 PM




    I tried to sleep, but I fucking just can't. & I dunch know why.. Fuck.
    I'm like motherfucking infuriated now. Fuck la. I know I'm fucking vulgar, I apologise. So hope my babies here will understand..):
    School is alright for me. Truck loads of jokes thanks to the bunch of idiots! HAHAHA.

    Basically, when situation seems to get fucking so tense, everyone starts to fucking sympathize hella out of motherfucking bullshits & stuffs. I motherfucking hate you to the motherfucking core! Don't fucking try to act square like trying to numskull everyone's mind la! I'd wish to annihilate you & your pride one day. You motherfucking! Get a life for yourself la! Serious, like WHAT THE FUCK LA.






    Monday, February 1 , Face down @ 10:37 PM





    ARGH _l__l__l__l__l__l__l_ !!!

    Alrights, gonna blog today's fuck up things. Morning, had fucking tedious 4periods of POA. I MANAGE TO SURVIVE! WHOO~ I was camwhoring in class. Didn't manage to get the photos..): Neverminds then. Basically, had fun time with friends today. Thanks guys! Haha.
    Basically, I'm pretty infuriated by some of my beloved babies. Bravo, I didn't even know a single shit that happen today. I was fucking kept in the dark, knowing nothing about this! & ya, some fiction stories too. Sighs, sad to say, I'm fucking disgruntled la. Ya, I know you guys don't want me to learn the truth about this, cause I'm always a severe person, protective over friends. But if you're honest enough to tell me, I'm alright with it. Neverminds, it doesn't concerns about me anymore. Fucking displease right now, adding oil to the fire. Even worse! Fuck la. Guess what? I'm goddamn it burning right now "SOMEBODY CALL 9 1 1, SHAWTY FIRE BURNING ON THE DANCE FLOOR! WHOA! I GOTTA COOL HER DOWN! " _l_, LOL! & I'm like fucking famished. Goodness me! Recently, I've been sleeping late. So ya, night babies. Fucking upset!






    Face down @ 10:18 PM




    Enjoy this photos babies:D






























    Updating yesterday's post. Well, my sister wasn't able to make it on Thursday for my b'day, so she make up on Sunday. Haha, caught a movie at vivo city "14 blades" HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. Skillful martial arts & hilarious parts too. Sky train to Sentosa to see the NEW resort world. It was like totally enormously marvelous:D Had a sumptuous dinner, BUFFET. Whoot! Ate till my stomach could not extend any further. Then headed back home.

    Jiejie, I've just realised how much you meant to me.
    You've always been protecting me from mommy & daddy,
    putting in good words for me. Even though,
    the past we had truck loads of really BAD controversy,
    but in my heart. You'll always be my best sister.
    Till now, I miss you alot.
    When I embrace you in my arms, it felt warm deep down inside me.
    I love you jiejie, no one can replace you as my sister.