It requires work & compromise to maintain a good relationship.

I used to be a very very happy girl, until one day, someone ruin my life..

At that point of time, I can't believe a third party tried to intrude our relationship.
I really cannot believed the message of my pair of eyes that I have seen.
You explained everything, I could understand.
I failed to be your girlfriend, I really do failed.
Without any doubts, I swear the agony was really really hurting.
But, I acted tough & strong. Lying to myself that I could be fine without you.
A mental breakdown, I'd wish that I'm a mental person instead of an ordinary person.
Because, the hurts really was a breaking down.
You lied, I knew along.. I don't know how to bring my trust in you anymore.
Everyone is capable of lying, I don't deny that.. Just be honest.
What have you done for me? It sounds demanding, but every girl wants happiness.
Don't they? My heart, at the edge of giving up soon.
It's not worthy to throw my life because of you, but the fact that, I loved you so much.
What can I do? So much sorrows, figment talking to yourself in front of the mirror.
Because when you turn around, just a blink of eyes, your beloved one wasn't there for you ANYMORE.

Dear god, I'm sick & fatigue of everything that it's in my life right now.

People say good comes after bad.. I don't believe, not a very optimistic reason.

I just ask god this really one favor, please take my life away.

Perhaps, I was selfish.
Deep down, I am so hurt, so hurt. That;
I will never shed a tear again, never..

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