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HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, MY BABY SON ♥

My baby son, let's mug hard for the N's & so for the O's okays? You're already 16years old, SO STOP SLEEPING LIKE A PIG IN CLASS! Haha. Anyways, I wanna thank you for always been being there for me when I teared, helping me every ideas when I'm having personal troubles. Haha, be strong just like your mommy is now alrights? Life doesn't end here, it moves on. Because of you & our family, my life certainly goes on. I love you ♥

Dad & mom wasn't home for 3days 2nights, cause they went to m'sia to pray my grandfather & grandmother, shuang shuang go out:D But jidao sian..): Cause they're gonna be back today! Argh. Anyways, yesterday went out with Ian & Kimsia. To celebrate my baby son's 16th birthday. Went with Ian to buy my son's present, called my son to meet us at Tampines MRT at 1:30pm. We thought we had plentiful of time, decided to take bus instead of train. Fuck, nearly landed us at pasir ris & we had to walk for like 40mins++ under the rain. Heng uh! It didn't rain that badly, & WE GOT LOST IN TAMPINES! & some dumb dumb uncle told us to turn right, but then it was a construction site filled with trees. DAMN LA! Good thing was, my brother saw bus interchange while I was the blur sotong. & that idiot brother of mine keep making me laugh while we were walking & he has to be the CHICKEN! WHOOTS! FINALLY! WE REACHED TAMPINES! & I think my son was pissed off. Cause we met him around 2:50pm liddat. HAHA! My apology son.. :P Went Seoul Garden. Tmd, I eat eat eat like nobody's business liddat, eat until my stomach goes 6months pregnant!._. Neverminds, at least I content myself with many sumptuous dishes, ICE-CREAM! Whoot. Espically with the blueberry ice-cream, love it to the core la. & my son went 2rounds of toilet. Laughs! After which, headed to arcade to play his damn car game. Argh, so I'm like being lonely at one corner, sitting like "bu san bu shi" girl. Finished with his game, trained down to my house void deck slack with my little doggy. Head to my house slacked, fuck! Daddy called, too bad! It's late, then they have to go. Depart with a hug, hehe! Somehow felt that I wasn't alone:D Purge out..): & fuck la, I'm down with flu & cough now. & MY KNEE! Damn cold weather, my knee is hurting me now..): Damn damn damn! I'm getting sick. STILL STRONG AS ALWAYS OKAY! :D Anyways, thank you! Because of you guys, my life goes on. I love you guys so much! Thanks for being there for me. Muacks!

Something heavy-hearted come out abruptly that I was in anguish.
I was the one who ended it, but it turns out that I'm the one whose tearing the most.
What a pathetic loser am I. Haha. Last night, I had a really bad dream of you.
Anyways, the agony that he has caused me, I'm numbed to it already.
If she's the one whose able to spend the lifetime with you, go ahead.
I'm always that cheery Fiona that everyone knows :D
I'm able to live my life without you. I know it..
Teared really terribly, but the next day, I'm elated.
Perhaps, I'm happy with my life right now with those beloved ones.
You said you'll win my heart back, will you? God knows.
But still, I'd wait for you. & hopefully, you'll wait for me too?
If the results turns out to be the opposite way, I'm seriously gonna be fine with it.
You've been deleted from my mind. Still, you stand a place in my heart.
No other man could stand the place where you stand before.
It's the curse that you've spelled that made my heart for other guys impossible to be unlock.
Perhaps, if I was with someone else, I can't love him the way I loved you.
My love, of cause I know that you'll live your live fullest, this is what I'm doing right now.
My life doesn't end here, it just continues evolves around with the beat of my beloved ones.
What I could do now is, I'll fulfill your promise to study hard & go for O's.
& still, my love, I'll wait for you. No matter how long it takes, okays? I love you ♥

Somehow, I wanna turn back.
But, something is telling me not to.
I miss you, but I gotta tell myself,
I'm gonna stay strong.
Face the reality, the moment you fall,
stand strong & firm.
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone
who doesn't feel the same is much hard.
Giving up doesn't mean you're weak!
It only means that you're strong enough to let go!
This is me, This is Fiona & This is Hana. The real ME : D
RAINBOW SMILES FIONA!

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