It's funny how you stand up strong, & you're tearing apart once again. I felt today's journey on the bus was exceeding to the fastest speed. As it came nearer, my mind went blank. A sheer sense of emptiness was overpowering it's limit, I had to bear the tears in my heart. I prayed, it was a sincere & honest prayer as I had ever offered. Praying that he would not turn up. As the last words softly left my lips, I waited anxiously for a response. I felt no warmth, but petrified. The steps that I took, just left some painful memories. I reached my destination, mom was attending the stall. My prayers was answered.. Sat down & had a little conversation with her. I know I should not cry. But I'm sorry, I let it rolled. A feeling came over me that I can only describe as calmness, I was comfortable talking to mom. To be able to know that you're actually all right, I could finally rest my mind, heart & soul an interval of respite. I miss mom, she was dear to me. I miss her, indeed. So, as it close to twilight. Mom, I'll see you in few months time. Love, I miss you. Take good care, I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes, even though I feel like a fool to wait for you..