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I took things for granted. I was naive, because I thought you would give in to me all the time. I couldn't withstand mocking remarks. Everytime when we had controversy within the both of us, I wouldn't admit defeat despite any setbacks. I was demanding, I never trusted you, instead I choose to get my ears on a secondhand information. I'm always yearning for your love, I never went to bother and understand your situation no matter how intensive it might be. I wanted things in my own way. I was stubborn, an ignorant brat. I could see a definite change in you. Upon hearing that girls' had infatuation on you, and literally had the backbone to hold your hand ever though when I'm still with you. You wanted to get rid of her hands, but you were petrified that you might ended up aching an innocent girl's empathy. Therefore, you authorised her. In my own privacy and solitude, I pondered that I might know a third party would be so diligent enough to deliberately find means and ways to get us torn apart just like how that bastard deceived you to make you feel in doubt. If god were to torture us in the game of love, to let us know how strong our love bond is.. Ultimately, I would accept his proposal. Don't turn your back on me, please don't push me away to any guys. Even though I have the passion for those douche bags out there, everything might be just a puppy love, because it can never be the way I loved you. I'm utmost willing to heed any advices of yours, but just once, I have to apologise that I've got to rebel this upon you, to be stubborn & await your return no matter how long it takes. I just want things constantly settled down for you. It's all because of me, you ended up peerless. If wouldn't it be me, things would not ended up in this strained position for you. No matter how apologetic I may be, I cannot amend everything back for you. I feel extremely remorseful. But all I want you to know is that even thought everyone else were to leave you in solitary alone.. I would be there for you. Pick you up whenever you fall. You fought so hard to get the best of the best for me. I never cherish you until you were gone. Regarding about my parents, like wise you've said that they too, wanted the best for me. If that find day, the day when I got married wasn't the man I love but you, wouldn't I myself to permit my parents to see my in agony ? It's my life, my love. Not theirs. I won't regret because I love you. Remember the vows, the promises we made ? Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse, whether be it wealthy or poor, we'll stay together and overcome all those obstacles ahead of us. Work hard and compromises to maintain a good relationship, it takes 2 hands to clap. I doubt you haven't forgotten about it/ I've made up my mind, if I love you, no matter how hard life is, I'll be there to go through it with you. It's because of love, not out of sympathy. It doesn't matter, how imperfect you are, or how imperfect am I, I'll still be with you. It's your choice, not chance that decide your destiny. And my destiny would be, you..